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So Basically I love Austin alot!!!! hes amazing......Man it feels so good to be treated right:)....and Kristin your awesome and I love you toooo <3.....Yay! ok im done....
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[18 Jun 2006|09:07pm] |
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Went to the beach.
Had lots of fun!!!!
Buryed my brother in sand and put fake boobs on him!!!
Got super sunburned in the places I didnt put sunscreen on, ha what do ya know lol.
Worked out while listening to Kelly Clarkson!!!!
Come Home, which leaves me right now and am about to take a shower and get all clean!!! YAY!!!! <3<3<3 :)
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[01 Apr 2006|09:00pm] |
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hahaha this is me when I have way to much time on my hands!!! :P <3
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[30 Mar 2006|07:57pm] |
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I see the candle light burning in your
eyes, flareing up my eyes in flames
On this pitch-black summer night...
of passion and pain
I feel the fire burning in my heart,
I see it sparkling in your eyes
The blaze you're feeding more and more
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[19 Mar 2006|10:20pm] |
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So I decided for now on Im going back to being happy and not letting anything get me down anymore....For the last like 2 months I have just been really depressed and feeling basically hopeless and im just so sick of having those feelings inside me that Im going to try and make a change with my life and go back to being happy along with not worrying about things so much, which is something I do alot!!!..oh man I cant even begin to how much I constantly worry about this and then this and then I start thinking about that haha its ridiculous I tell ya! :P....anywayz so thats about it!!! Love ya all <3
Ps. I guess things will get better after all you just have to stay strong and let time do its thing
Bleeding Through Show on March 31st Hell yes!! whos going?
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[15 Mar 2006|07:36pm] |
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 Thats me with my brothers hat that I borrowed just for the moment lol <3 I want it! :P
Remove your hand from my throat
My heart is too secure for your insecurities
Your pathetic attempt to be mine has failed
Now I killed this desire
And it quickly became distaste
Distaste for you
So please, quit wasting my time
Spend more time on you
Because it may take a while to remove your foot from your big mouth
To the eye you are sweet
But to the soul you are sour
And I am no worse without you.
So ya anywayz hows everyone doing with life?:)
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[12 Mar 2006|05:48pm] |
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I am running a marathon in glass shoes
I am hiding behind windows
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[09 Mar 2006|09:15pm] |
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Huh Whats that? lol
<3
<3
<3
<3
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[07 Mar 2006|05:11pm] |
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Memories, sharp as daggers
Pierce into the flesh of today
Suicide of love took away all that matters
And buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart
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[23 Feb 2006|07:03pm] |
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Today I was eating a bagal and I bite my finger!!! it hurt soo badly!! I didnt know I could bite down that hard, ouchy lol :P <3 <3
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[20 Feb 2006|11:58pm] |
All the shows I must go to or someones going to die lol!! or I'll just sit in my room and pout all night, eithier way things wont be pretty :)
March 17 Soma
Throwdown
Black Dahlia Murder
The Red Chord
The Agony Scene
all ages
7:00 PM
$13
March 31 Soma
Bleeding Through
Every Time I Die
Between The Buried And Me
Haste The Day
all ages
6:30 PM
$16
April 8 Soma
Still Remains
Nodes Of Ranvier
If Hope Dies
Demericous
all ages
7:00 PM
$10
April 28 iPayOne Center at Sports Arena
Avenged Sevenfold
Coheed and Cambria
Eighteen Visions
all ages
6:00 PM
$25.00
I dont ask much, do I? :P
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[20 Feb 2006|01:28pm] |
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So Ya the desert ended up being pretty cool for me and going up big mountains in the jeep was very exciting even though I felt like we were going to tip at times or even maybe go off cliffs and die lol...but overall it was fun and I mean how often do u get to hear people at a bonfire have conversations about putting aunt jemima syrup bottles up ur butt and then farting and having it smell like maple syrup hahaha it was funny and considering they were drunk made it even more entertaining lol...people are so weird I tell ya :P..but anywayz omg I saw the saddest thing ever on my way to the desert!! it seriously made me laugh but at the same time feel bad...well it all started when I saw a border patrol pulled off to the side by some rocks and they were looking for someone and you can only guess for what right....so ya I was wondering where they were at and it just so happens I look and there were two mexican guys hiding behind some rocks trying to get away!!!they were trying so hard and looked so scared omg it was the saddest thing ever! so ya I dont know what happen to them but i felt bad for them lol....Anywho im off to go listen to some music now and disturb all the neighbors with the loudness hehe bye bye <3 <3...
Ps. I didnt get to drive the jeep because im to dam short and cant reach the peddles!! haha how sad huh?
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[17 Feb 2006|10:01pm] |
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Desert tomorrow!!!!Going to go off roading in our new jeep we got, so ya im pretty excited about that lol.....anywayz I probably wont be back until Sunday night im thinking....... Wish me luck that I dont like die out there or anything :P <3
Ps. I have a fruit smoothie and I guarentee its better than anyone u ever had!!!!
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[13 Feb 2006|11:42pm] |
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I Hate Valentines Day soo much right now! :(
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[13 Feb 2006|01:35pm] |
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Me Killing my cat!!:) jk |
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My Fucking Cat Made me Cry!!!and not other than that he left two big bite marks on my hand!! arghh I swear I love him but then I hate him....what a great relationship we have huh lol...arghh hes such a little asshole sometimes!!
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[07 Feb 2006|10:47pm] |
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She couldn’t be for real
The most beautiful girl you’ve ever seen
It was all in her eyes
Not waiting for the morning
Not waiting for the sun
She’s waiting for it all to come undone
She’s stopped dreaming
I know it’s better that way
To live for today
This may be our last night on earth
I have one wish
For white butterflies to shut my eyes
For two weeks in September
I’ll sleep forever
Til red birds will fly and take me down
The fountain is overflowing with lemon yellow suns
It’s the feeling that comes from knowing this time you’ve found the one
Purple white and green, orange and pink and mean, Lilly lavender and blue
The soul cures its suffering
Soon enough will die
On that night heaven falls and so will I
Now youre my secret plaything
Captured unknowingly
My night vision operator
I hold the post-hypnotic key
You are the isolator
Three times the detonator for me
Let's sip our cognac and savor memory
I'm not finished dreaming I'm a heroine on the run
With a gun
The echoes of our sighs fill the room
We're not dressed yet but we're swaying to the moon
<3 I like lyrics way to much :)
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[06 Feb 2006|12:42pm] |
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So ya Super Bowl game was just totally rigged and a complete disappointment.....The Seahawks should of went home with the Trophy no doubt....but nooo politics have to get in the middle of it!...anywayz I feel like dying from this stupid Sinus infection I have and Basically just give up on alot of things in life. I've been staying strong and let time do its thing but it seems like things just keep getting worse, so ya I guess im just a Failure as of right now and Quitter but I could really give a dam.
"Im trying not to cry,
Because every tear is a reminder
That I dont know how to let you go."
"There will always be that one special boy.
That no matter what he does to you.
or how much he hurts you.
You can never let him go."
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[02 Feb 2006|09:25pm] |
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Hello London |
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Your mouth is like a funeral
where kisses go to die <3
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